Hmmmm... and update on me :)


So pintrest is down..... Since I am obviously not going to do homework I though I would work on my blog. I  recently created a website for myself at calvillotaylor.wix.com/taylor. After fiddling and playing with it for a few weeks I realized that its just not what works for me. I like to post a lot of pics, and the way I has it set up didn't allow that. So i'm back here. 

Blogger is so easy to use and allows me to post as many pics as I want. Since I am not able to make videos as frequently anymore I want to still keep my friends involved in my life. SOOOO for allllll things Taylor, this is where to look. I really just need to cut out the excess and keep it simple.

There has been a lot going on right now so I really quickly want to get it off my chest. First off is school. School is soooooo hard this semester. I have an English class that requires a lot (a lot a lot a lot) of work, then I have Chemistry which id the only class I'm not struggling in, and I have Biology, which is insanely hard.   My chemistry and Biology have like a 50% fail rate, and I think I might be one of the failures. I thought I wanted to change to Bio but I really dont think I am smart enough to change my major. I am just so lost when it comes to what I want to be when I 'grow up'. Im confused and it really is taking a toll on me emotionally. 

My boyfriend and I want to move. We toured a few places and we found a really cute townhome that we loved. We applied but were denied because of out low income levels. So I have been looking so hard for a job. I fill out online applications every chance I get. Its hard to follow up by visiting the places because my boyfriend needs the car to get to his job. I just want to move so bad, but I need a job first. But the rent at the new town home is like $1000/mo, and that seems like crazy to me. I am so cheap but I feel like that is still a lot of money to pay for renting. Im just so confused about moving, and desperate for a job. 

Ahhh... I thought getting this off my chest would make me feel better but now I'm just more stressed. I'm off to go crawl back into bed on this rainy rainy day.


3 comments:

  1. Hello! I just wanted to say 2 things:

    1) Oh no, how come you're doing less videos now? I'm sure you have a good reason, please don't feel like you have to answer with a reason, either, I just wanted to let you know how much I enjoy your videos (as I'm sure many, many people do!)! I'm actually fairly new to the crafty world on youtube (I've recently begun scrapping/smashing, or at least some version of it), but you were one of the first, if not THE first, person whose videos I really enjoyed and kept track of! :) I seriously started looking forward to watching a few of your great videos every day, and pretty soon I realized I had watched them all! Anyway--just wanted to say, I really enjoyed them, and I do hope I'll get to see some more when/if you decide to make more. :)

    2) I'm sorry to hear you're a bit stressed with things, and I KNOW this is way too cliche, BUT, I must say it, because I do believe it: CHIN UP, GIRL! You'll figure everything out when the time comes. And believe that everything will work out! I'm feeling emotionally, physically stressed a bit myself, but WE CAN DO THIS.

    Heh, ok, sorry for the randomness. Just wanted to let you know that I'm a (relatively new) fan (wish I'd discovered videos like yours earlier!), and I think you and your work are awesome, and things are going to work out somehow!

    Good luck with everything!

    Cheers!

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