So pintrest is down..... Since I am obviously not going to do homework I though I would work on my blog. I recently created a website for myself at calvillotaylor.wix.com/taylor. After fiddling and playing with it for a few weeks I realized that its just not what works for me. I like to post a lot of pics, and the way I has it set up didn't allow that. So i'm back here.
Blogger is so easy to use and allows me to post as many pics as I want. Since I am not able to make videos as frequently anymore I want to still keep my friends involved in my life. SOOOO for allllll things Taylor, this is where to look. I really just need to cut out the excess and keep it simple.
There has been a lot going on right now so I really quickly want to get it off my chest. First off is school. School is soooooo hard this semester. I have an English class that requires a lot (a lot a lot a lot) of work, then I have Chemistry which id the only class I'm not struggling in, and I have Biology, which is insanely hard. My chemistry and Biology have like a 50% fail rate, and I think I might be one of the failures. I thought I wanted to change to Bio but I really dont think I am smart enough to change my major. I am just so lost when it comes to what I want to be when I 'grow up'. Im confused and it really is taking a toll on me emotionally.
My boyfriend and I want to move. We toured a few places and we found a really cute townhome that we loved. We applied but were denied because of out low income levels. So I have been looking so hard for a job. I fill out online applications every chance I get. Its hard to follow up by visiting the places because my boyfriend needs the car to get to his job. I just want to move so bad, but I need a job first. But the rent at the new town home is like $1000/mo, and that seems like crazy to me. I am so cheap but I feel like that is still a lot of money to pay for renting. Im just so confused about moving, and desperate for a job.
Ahhh... I thought getting this off my chest would make me feel better but now I'm just more stressed. I'm off to go crawl back into bed on this rainy rainy day.